Thursday, October 28, 2010

Stress

I don't know why but I have been stressed out ever since our amazing trip to Disney World. I just feel like since we moved I haven't been on top of things the way I usually am. There is so much I want to do, so many projects I want to finish and books I want to read. I would love to finally get settled into the house (still no pictures up and still some organizing to do). I'm not caught up in my photography class and would love to just sit down and read many unfinished chapters. Not to mention getting pics out to those who have suckered me into taking their pictures. I'm starting a military wives support group and am hosting a dinner at the house next week to kick it off. Stress. Not to mention that Issac is two TODAY (which will get it's own more positive post). I have the party to plan and costumes for Halloween to finish. Young Women in Excellence is less than a week away and I am NOT ready for that either. I'm trying to get the budget all caught up after four months of neglect (our fabulous YNAB program is on the desktop which was in storage for months). Ugh! I just feel like I could drown in all this stuff. I think what I'm most sad about is that I don't do my daily projects with the kids....It's moments like these when I consider how crazy I am for wanting another baby. I can just feel relief all bolstered up and ready to flood in when Tyler finishes his very last week of training TOMORROW. Something about him reigns in my anxiety and fills me with such a positive perspective. And insanely enough I feel slightly better after unloading my brain on this post!

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